Sunday, February 27, 2005

My Song Right Now...

Jackson Browne - The Late Show

Everyone I've ever known has wished me well
Anyway that's how it seems, it's hard to tell
Maybe people only ask you how you're doing
'Cause that's easier than letting on how little they could care
But when you know that you've got a real friend somewhere
Suddenly all the others are so much easier to bear

Now to see things clear it's hard enough I know
While you're waiting for reality to show
Without dreaming of the perfect love
And holding it so far above
That if you stumbled onto someone real, you'd never know
(You'd never know)
You could be with somebody who is lonely too
(Sometimes it doesn't show)
He might be trying to get across to you
(Words can be so slow)
When your own emptiness is all that's getting through
There comes a point when you're not sure why you're still talking
I passed that point long ago
(Long ago)
Now I'm so tired of all this circling
And all these glimpses of the end
(You know it's useless to pretend)
That's all the voices say:
"You'll go right on circlingUntil you've found some kind of friend"

I saw you through the laughter and the noise
You were talking with the soldiers and the boys
While they scuffled for your weary smiles
I thought of all the empty miles
And the years that I've spent looking for your eyes
(Looking for your eyes)
And now I'm sitting here wondering what to say
(That you might recognize)
Afraid that all these words might scare you away
(And break through the disguise)
No one ever talks about their feelings anyway
Without dressing them in dreams and laughter
I guess it's just too painful otherwise

Look...It's like you're standing in the window
Of a house nobody lives in
And I'm sitting in a car across the way
(Let's just say)
It's an early model Chevrolet
(Let's just say)
It's a warm and windy day
You go and pack your sorrow
The trash man comes tomorrow
Leave it at the curb and we'll just roll away

Friday, February 25, 2005

Flap Them Wings!

WINGS AND MORE!!!! Posted by Hello

Me Nicky Ash And Greg All Went To Wings And More Last Friday. WoW That Was A Damn Good Time! Drank More In My Lifetime! Cept This One Drink I Got Strawberry Shortcake Tasted Like Strawberry Yogurt It Was Thick And Sick!! Never Again...I Had My Jacket On With A "K" On The Side And Some Guy Came Over And Asked If The "K" Stood For My Name Or A Sorority....Sir...Where Ya Been? Well He Lost $20 In A Bet With His Friend Over That. Wow- What A Stupid Bet! We Had So Much Fun! Sounds Like That Calls For Another Repeated Weekend??? Yup! HeHe! I'll Have More Pictures To Put On Here Later! Love You!

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Ha Ha Hmm...Hurry Take The Picture We Gotta Go Get Drunk! Posted by Hello

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Me and Nicky Kody's 21st Birthday Posted by Hello

Kody's 21st Birthday Posted by Hello

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Takin' Care Of Business...

Well this was just a nice lil fun evening...I was out at my house and came home and Nick had a nice lil' dinner made for me. Of course sitting down at dinner nothing is serious and all we do is laugh about everything...It was alot of fun...very good cook we have on our hands here!

*Settle down! Don't go to town when throwin' those in it'll burn you! SMASH SMASH SMASH SMASH...AHH*So you're tellin me there's a*I can't even eat those anymore they taste....taste....funny (slowly eating...slowing turns to sick face...gagging in napkin)*Did you want salad? I thought you tossed it...HAHAHAHA...What? Tossed salad? Huh? (so I'm a lil slow and I don't catch onto things I say)*No one is gonna wanna marry me I can't do anything right...gosh....idiot...tina come get ur ham*I don't got any special skills*Bean Spitting Time*Where did that bean go?*Spitting water out all over everything*Laughing and ur tellin me you rode the short bus to school retard*Stop ur gonna make me choke on my chicken...HAHAHAHA CHOKE ON MY CHICKEN!*I'm gonna laugh when you fall outta ur kayak on sunday...(funny look) What's with doin' my look? What look? Oh yeah what's with doin' my prairie dog? Oh you don't know nothing about my prairie dog...oh yeah I started it! No you didnt! YES HUH! I was doin' that when I was like 2, oh yeah I was doin' it while I was still in the womb...oh yeah I was doin' it when I was a SPERM! Oh YEAH WELL I WAS DOIN IT WHEN I WAS JUST A STAR IN THE SKY...A TWINKLE IN UR EYE...IM NOT GONNA LIE! HA!*Diiiick!*I Feel Like Such A Fat Kid...(looking down at his stomach...) See you even looked at my stomach UR SO MEAN!!!*Shut up! If I thought that I'd just call you hungry man Xtra Xtra Large!*Why are you carrying those knifes around? go play with ur xmas toy lil boy*

What a fun night...

That's all for now! Love you!

"Let's just order lunch from Chef Mike....Is That The Lunch Lady???" HAHAHAHA!!

Monday, February 07, 2005

It's Goodnight Not Goodbye...

Lauren left for Washington Saturday morning at 6am. She moved up to live with her new hubby who is in the Navy. She'll be livin' in Oak Harbor. In case any of you have seen Practical Magic with Sandra Bullock that's the little island right by where she is living. Pretty neat. It's sad one branches off to start a new life a whole new life, married and in a complete different place. When someone leaves you think about all the fun and crazy times...the good times and the bad...the fights and stupid arguments that mean nothing now... the times of just sittin in the car cruisin' down the street music blaring and windows down...skippin' school...talking about old highschool days...the drunk nights...the lies to the parents...the scary nights...the mischief we did actually always find ourselves in...the trips...the cruises...the boyfriends...the crushes...the shoulders to cry on...the fat kid nights (i.e candy apples) the worrying...the tears...the laughs...the smiles...the times no one will understand (i.e Donkey Kong Country, and the Matrix)...the secrets...the movie quotes...the late night sneaky peter times...smokin' on the back porch...the crazy videos (thumblina...the pillow toss...playin checkers...eatin cereal)...the late night talks...the made up dances...the pictures...gettin' beat up with beer boxes...breakin' into people's houses (cleaning windows)...workin' together...jumping fences landing in horse shit...and now the's been 6 years of so many memories and fun times, times I'll never forget, some I wish to forget...And now it's goodbye! A PART OF YOU HAS GROWN IN ME ITS TOGETHER FOREVER NEVER APART MAYBE IN DISTANCE BUT NEVER IN HEART...I will miss you tons and tons Lauren but I'm only a phone call away...Love you!

That's all for now...until next time...

Monday, January 24, 2005

Life's A Beach!

What a weekend!! I had so much fun this weekend. Nick and I left for the beach on Friday afternoon and stayed in a nice lil place right on the beach. People that were supposed to come down there never did dammit you ppl! The weather was so nice. It was about 74 Friday afternoon and it was a little windy but it was nice walkin on the beach the water was chilly. For dinner we went to Castaways and just laughed about everything and the weirdo people that were there. We got in the hot tub after and talked with some old man for awhile about the fishin' and what was "popular" this time of year. In case you were wondering it's sheepshead. The best bait to catch them are the Ghost Shrimp. People go out on the beach and those small little holes are where they are. People take these big plastic tubes and suck them outta the ground it's pretty cool we were watching people do it on the beach. This little man was from Iowa. What are the odds? ME TOO! Anyways, he told us that Sheepshead are the best fish to eat, especially when you filet them. Saturday we woke up and went for a mornin' walk on the beach and then headed to have lunch. We walked on the Jetties for awhile and watched people catch fish. It was pretty fun. The jetties were so slick haha I think we both almost busted our ass like a million times! But it was funny. I watched some guy catch a sting ray. I thought he was going to throw him back but he cut his lil tail off and then just threw him between the rocks. How sad...little prick! We went to dinner on Saturday night at Big Fisherman's or something like that over in Rock Port maybe? I don't know I was confused. We went back got in the hot tub and drank til' we were stupid drunks...It was tons o' fun! We were going to go Deep Sea fishin' on Sunday morning but there was a front coming in and no boats were going out. We woke up and it was SOOOOO COLD!!! The front did come in! We drove back and made it just in time for the Monster Truck Show. That was so much fun! There were some awesome trucks there. I was excited! My first little monster truck show. I have plenty of pictures from both the beach and the show so i'll put them on here soon as I scan them! That's about all for my weekend. It was a pretty eventful one. I can't wait til' spring break. I'm so cited! I'm off to the store, Nick and I are cookin' dinner together tonight fun fun. We'll see if I still have an apartment when I'm done haha! Woo Wee! Til' Next Time! Love You!

Me And Nicky At The Beach This Weekend! It Was So Nice Down There! I Can't Wait Til' Spring Break! Posted by Hello